Eki Pull 1
質問「シツモン」:
What am I doing here? What’s the reasoning behind staying in a space below my standards. It’s showing my worth, what it looks like to not work for what you want. It looks like an easy way out when in fact it’s always uncomfortable. What is this space? What is this house to me? And why am I in it? I
結果: 984, 544, 984, 588, 948, 588 = 7,9,7,7,77 = 1 to 13 乾と同人
審判
乾：Heaven
The purest Yang. Ironically it’s the beginning of where you said you wanted to begin. Not only with your life but with your writing. You are here because of obvious reasons you told yourself. Whether that be delusional or true awareness is up to how you utilize the energy.
Now the judgement was clear. You needed to know who and what you wanted to be. Heaven is purity, it’s raw creativity. It can be distant from earth, meaning it’s only ideas but those ideas can become something more if performed on earth. You were accumulating your truth, regardless of the subjectivity, because without knowing yourself, you can’t make the move towards the goal. You decide how to obtain the goal, and there are multiple ways to enjoy this web the Spider creates.
But a mutating line indicates a few things. A possibility, a shift, a change. That pure yang energy shifts and becomes fiery, moved and active. The line speaks of seeking out a master in order to receive the success. This can indicate many things but its clear you were looking for someone to help you along the way. Someone who can empower you, someone who can be a beacon to strive towards. Not identical but alike. You were here for someone, even if it was for yourself in the end. Be weary of association. Not everyone has your interests nor your caliber. It is clear who is for you and who isn’t. Stop sabotaging your success. And transform.
同人：Unity
Fire under heaven. Reaching for the original source of it’s construction. Fire is the earthly manifestation of heaven. It’s the yang with flexibility. Clinging to Creativity, to the expanding awareness of reality, you are active in pursuit.
Coming together is the result. It can mean many things but putting it into context with the current experience, it’s clear. You were attracted to the space because of one person, as to why is beyond you. This isn’t someone who you wouldn’t otherwise have paid heed, in fact you were committed to another, as the intention was never there. But the subtle feeling was there that spoke a truth you actively tried to deny. You wanted someone to see you and reveal who you were. It’s hard looking into the mirror, but it’s even harder to hug the figure you see. Shards of glass tear the skin as you dig in to embrace them. To hold yourself. To love yourself. You were clearly here to connect and create union.
You may have deluded yourself into believing you could create union with everyone, between anyone, but the truth is that they can only decide. And you can manipulate without deception but the results are barely worth it. This house is dilapidated, crumbling, full of dust, insect ridden and unkempt. The inhabitants could be you if you allowed yourself to fall into disarray. But you are the strong one here, willing to be different because you know it to be important.
You have found yourself here. Knowing what you want and don’t need. And learning what you have and didn’t know you needed it. You have found unity with yourself and with another. All the rewards you desire are here.
総まとめ
Overall you knew what this place was. And you feel like a bad guy for falling into the trap someone claimed they set. He foresaw you becoming another version of Chavez, but the only difference is that they weren’t a good fit. The toxicity was strong, and it destroyed both of them.
You on the other hand can feed on toxicity and either refine it or destroy yourself. You did become what he saw, but ultimately he knew he wouldn’t be able to have both of you, because you both are beyond him. You might even be beyond all of them. But right now, you’re the same as them, because you are within the same nest. Be more than them and who you have stunted yourself as. You are led by the Divine, surrender but don’t submerge.
This is your reading.
